I love fall! We have football--the Badgers and the Pack are undefeated!--, sweater weather, changing leaves--so beautiful! This brings apple picking, pumpkin carving, and lots of baking, I am so excited!
Well, this weekend baby Noelke and baby Cassidy(my sister and brother-in-law's baby-to-be) went to their first Notre Dame game. First of many I am sure. Lynne is due in 8 weeks, it was so fun to see her progress! The game was a blast. We left Chicago in a complete down pour, and got to Indiana for the game thinking it was a sure bet to be raining the entire time. Well, the start of the game was 77 degrees! After half time, the down pour came, and the fans were cheering on the sheeting rain! It was a blast. It was a warm, tropical rain--PJ and I joked it felt like we were taking a shower.
My days have had their ups and downs. I still have moments where I feel that something will happen again--fears of the last time. I do have many nights where I wake up at 2, 3 or 4 am, and can't sleep. I told my dad that it is sometimes nice, I use this time to talk to God. I am finding out how to be still and know that He is there. It refreshes me, and then I just think of how wonderful it will be to see our baby, and I know this experience has taught me to never take a single second for granted.
Psalm 46:10 "Be still and know that I am God."